Tried to the work with a n***** decides to stiff me on pay.

[itsjustPhil]

Well, to be short and concise, pretty much what the title says, try to work with a former co. Worker had a little shop that fixes phones and stuff. I was like, okay, I'll come through. Give me some practice on. I used to do microelectronics, I do repair on computers and stuff anyway, I could have Stolen whatever I wanted to or anything I did not do that. It's honest people like me and do good work. Then you just decide. Hey, you a sucker, I'm not paying you., Hey, I'm not paying me. So now I gotta spend more money to take you to court to sue you for my pay for my services? Y black people? Like, why try to get me the crash out?

[jboldeniv]

Well, to be short and concise, pretty much what the title says, try to work with a former co. Worker had a little shop that fixes phones and stuff. I was like, okay, I'll come through. Give me some practice on. I used to do microelectronics, I do repair on computers and stuff anyway, I could have Stolen whatever I wanted to or anything I did not do that. It's honest people like me and do good work. Then you just decide. Hey, you a sucker, I'm not paying you., Hey, I'm not paying me. So now I gotta spend more money to take you to court to sue you for my pay for my services? Y black people? Like, why try to get me the crash out?

I hear you bruh.

[jasondreamweaver]

Man you gotta surround yourself with better people

Water seeks it's own level

[itsjustPhil]

To be honest, I don't even understand or know what that is anymore. Because to be honest it feels like I keep running into snakes. In all types of situations or places, to be honest, again, the only times that I have not had these situations is when I'm dealing with other races. And it's probably because the things that they were doing that were negative towards me. They were so covert or you know under-the-table. type thing that I did not know it. But yet it did not affect whatever motion or whatever I was doing. atleast in the short term.

[itsjustPhil]

And then it's like when I'm run into another black person and trying to do something with them. Then I'm super defensive, and you know, super scrutinizing everything. Sometimes that'll turn off that person, and then they end up not wanting to do anything you know or work with me and so Then I'm just like what the f*** what can I do? I try to be trustworthy and and up front. Reasonable people take advantage. Then when I'm suspicious and scrutinizing things and all that asking questions, then it's a problem. It's like I can't win, and I'm not even exaggerating. This is only dealing with black people. That i'm having this particular type of what's the issue with?If I decide to go deal with a spanish person or a white person.Whatever the thing is that we talked about and agree on, that's what that thing ends up being, it doesn't turn into anything else. Once again sorry, I'm using voice to text because I'm Titan. On my other computer, working at the same time.

[itsjustPhil]

And now, just to clarify, I'd say all that to say it's annoying. It's irritating. It's frustrating, because I want to work with my people because I understand and I know that I'll never be accepted fully, uh, from some other race. You know what I'm saying? They can say it as much, but I know I'm never going to be fully accepted like that. And you know, I just want to help my people come up, they literally tearing me down. And it's like forcing me to just survive, I'm going to have to go deal with some other race. That's what it's feeling like, or be something something. And even though when i'm saying is not new and going through is not really unique it's still just, you know, depressing, I guess to say the lease to deal with.