When I'm out in public and decent females are around and I wanna holla, I can't even make a move due to extreme cockblock vibes I get from security guards....and I know it has something to do with me being a 6'3 very attractive darkskinned black man....ppl revolve around tall darkskinned black men's sexuality , especially if ur handsome.
Even where I live the janitors have an issue with me.... And these are other black men smh.... Whenever I come across them I get this vibe that I somehow offended them without me doing a dang thing ... I can be standing in the hallway and they will have an issue with the fact that I'm standing in the hallway minding my own business, it's like ppl have an issue with the fact I exist.
I also sometimes get a vibe from ppl that they have an issue with the fact that I'm standing up..literally the act of me standing will cause ppl to have an issue with me..when I go to the grocery store I also get a vibe that ppl have an issue with me standing up browsing for groceries, as if I did something to them.... Ppl have an issue with the fact that I exist, literally
If I stand in a place for a couple min in public I always get a vibe from ppl that they have an issue with me just standing there minding my own business..and I know it's because I'm a 6'3 very handsome darkskinned guy...ppl have an issue with black men whom are superior.
When I'm at work and I walk around ..I always get a vibe that ppl wanna interfere with me and somehow get in my business...when ur a tall handsome darskinned guy everyone revolves around u and r looking for any excuse to be in ur business..at work I even avoid eye contact cause if I glance at someone for more than 3 seconds it will give them the excuse to exert themselves in my business and try to boss me around. Im an empath and can sense the energy ppl give off so I can sense nonverbal racism....
As a darkskinned black man u can't even mention that ur handsome around other black ppl without them getting offended....ppl have an issue with a darkskinned guy being attractive till the point that ppl don't even want u to mention it ..but any other skin tone can mention their attractiveness without others getting offended...as a black man ppl don't want u to know ur true self worth and you r to downplay urself to make others happy.
I can make this post even longer but I'll end it here...I might do a part 2 to this subject.
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